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I wonder if you like sitting somewhere else in the arctic north and watch the curtain of colourful aurora falls.
I wonder if cool breezy winds makes you comfortable and tranquil, just like your usual demeanor.
I wonder if you like winter at all. Even earlier.
"Why I keep questioning myself when I can ask him straight?" I sighed. A smile crept in the corner of my lip. I cannot help but I've been always this silly sometimes.
"I was zoning out for awhile looking at those stars above the stadium..."
"Somehow, I would love both of us watching aurora with thickest blanket and jacket as much as possible for several hours."
"How would you think? You're fine with that?"
I guess, Delias, I guess...
Maybe you wouldn't mind at all.
I knew that there's an eighty percent chance that you will be amused with my silly messages all of a sudden and say no.
But, I'm serious this time... but I didn't dare to say for now.
That your ever-warming heart of yours and your bright smile. Don't you realise that? Sleeping in a tent together while both of us wrapped in a thick, fluffy blanket together, observing how frustatingly... cute? How frustatingly make me smile all the time?
Delias, I can imagine myself fallen asleep for more than eighteen hours because how am I so comfortable with you. With your radiance. Maybe you will wake up earlier and cannot stand freezing. It's understandable... I'm a little bit egoistic. I am so sorry.
But this very simple moment I'm imagining right now... is more than enough to make my feelings for you stronger than ever. Maybe you will like this too.
"Kos, what are you daydreaming of? You're just laying there and all of a sudden you're smiling. Enjoying the view?"
The imagination broke. Snapped to reality. Someone startled me, as if he could see what I am dreaming of. It's a sound of humble Guirassy, who's simply being curious and smiling at me. I checked my phone briefly once more if there's any notification from him---none. I sighed. I flicked my gaze to Guirassy.
"Yeah... it's beautiful. Call me crazy, but I just like laying down here and starring up there while daydreaming. I don't mind freezing at all, Serhou."
We both laughed together.
"I wouldn't call you crazy if you feel comfortable there. Everyone has different temperature tolerance."
"Yeah... you were right."
"But anyways, I'm kinda curious, what you were thinking of? You were just grinning so widely for minutes. You were thinking something fantastic that makes you happy, didn't you?"
Guirassy simply asks innocent question. That's fine. He's delighted to see me grin while staring into nothing. But, I cannot always say truth when I need too. I'm not a fan of deceiving, but there's times where I just really had too. I came up with my always silly creative idea:
"I'm just thinking of how we can eat delicious bento and Taxiteller here... Somehow, being cool outside makes my appetite grow larger, though it's a total sinful to commit according to our nutritionist, hehe..."