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Tangents (Guest) on Chapter 2 Wed 07 Oct 2026 01:55AM UTC

"Am I allowed to save myself?

It is inconceivable that God would give me a gift solely for my own benefit. I refuse to believe that I am enough of a reason."

"I want my God to give me permission to waste my time, or reassure me that nothing I do is a waste of time."

Idk what else to say besides: damn...
*Feel* that in my soul, aughh

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1. cordelia on Chapter 2 Wed 07 Oct 2026 06:28PM UTC
  
  On one hand, I am very sad that other people have experienced this kind of agony, but on the other hand... that is kinda the point of the essay :')
  
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