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When Tord wakes up, it’s slowly, and with a dull sensation of fullness he’s never felt before. His skin is burning hot and zinging quietly, and it’s only when he blinks himself awake that he realizes it‘s because Tom’s body has practically engulfed his own— the guy has a lot more mass than his frail bones do, so it’s no wonder. The scent of the human(Tord hesitates to refer to Tom in such a belittling manner, but if he got attached to every human who gives him attention, he wouldn’t be that great a demon, would he?) in particular is intoxicating, and Tord can’t help burying his face in his neck and huffing. It’s not like the guy will wake up. He’s knocked out and probably hungover.
Although the contact still feels great, the over-sensitivity of last night has passed. The touch still leaves a noticeable impression on him, but his body seems to have regulated to it, already greedily craving more. He can’t survive on cuddles alone, after all.
As Tom sleeps, Tord takes it upon himself to look around. There’s a barely touched Smirnoff bottle on the side table, likely the one he pulled from the fridge last night, and to the left of it is a toppled over empty one. A few posters are scattered above the desk on the other side of the room, next to a wall guitar post holding an electric bass. The design is unique to any other bass Tord’s seen, but it’s not like he goes out every day looking for cool instruments. There are some clothes scattered about the room as well, but not enough to make it look dirty, especially not compared to Tord’s room. It’s charming, the ties and button-downs thrown around onto his chair and random spots on the floor.
He takes everything in with delayed admiration. Tom is kind of a dork, but he saved his ass from eternal suffering(not the fun kind), so who is Tord to judge?
He returns his prying gaze to the man currently crushing his would-be organs. He sleeps so soundly, but Tord is honestly getting a bit pent up, laying there with nothing but the burning of someone’s touch fueling him. He pokes Tom in his cute, warm, fleshy cheek.
“Wake up, dork.”
Tom snorts, prior snoring interrupted, and mumbles something incoherent before snuggling closer into Tord’s frame. Tord’s nose wrinkles.
“Tomas. Arise. Smell the bacon.”
He almost falls back asleep, but flinches awake when he realizes he’s being talked to, leaning out of Tord’s grasp gawking at him. Tord leans back into him, mostly out of instinct, when he starts to feel the cold settle back in.
“Tord? You…” Tom looks around frantically, spots the alcohol, and groans, flipping onto his back and covering his eyes with the back of his hand. Tord clings to his torso, chin resting between the other’s pecs. Tom makes a face that’s somewhere between disgusted and mortified. “We didn’t…”
Tord knows what he means immediately and smiles knowingly, ignoring Tom’s apparent disinterest. It saddens him a bit, that Tom doesn’t remember, but that’s okay. He can make more memories. “No, we did not have sex.”
“Thank fuck.” He cringes. “I have to shower. Get up.”
Cold, stricken panic freezes Tord in place. His grip tightens as much as it can for as weak of a demon as he is. “N… No.”
He can’t go back. Go back to being that cold, that sad, pitiful, weak state. He can’t do it, now that he’s had a taste of power, of salvation. It’s something that Tom gave him, and he should respect Tom’s wishes, but he doesn’t want to hurt that much again. He doesn’t want to die. Along with that, he thinks that if Tom left him in this state, he might jump Edd or Matt in the hallway, and that wouldn’t be fun for anyone involved.
Tom eyes him dubiously, looking uncharacteristically pale. “What do you mean no?” He asks carefully, and fucking hell Tord didn’t mean to scare him like that, he’s just— just desperate. Desperate for Tom. Desperate for his delicious heat, and his stupid faith, and the scent of fear steadily leaking out of him…
“Please don’t leave,” Tord keens, feeling his face flush, “I’m sorry. Please.” He digs his fingers into Tom’s back and presses his forehead against his chest.
The fear smell recedes, followed by something faint, but sweet and tangy and particularly noticeable to an incubus. A pang of pride fills Tord’s gut as he bathes in the smell through the thick stench of stale alcohol. He shivers.
“… You’re absolutely sure we didn’t have sex?”
“You were drunk,” Tord supplies spontaneously, before freezing. His mind quiets at the idea got, and he executes it before he can think. “Would you like to?”
The sweet scent becomes stronger as Tom stills, and Tord lifts his head just in time to catch him looking away and flushing. Tom is so fucking attractive right now it’s unfair to Tord and Tord’s livelihood— he’s never wanted to fuck a man more than he has Tom at this exact moment. It’s less carnal desire and more of an overarching, fuzzy need, that spans from the hands planted on his shoulders to the bare legs tangled with his own. Tom removes a hand to scrub at his face and Tord compensates by leaning on him just a little harder.
“My breath is terrible right now,” Tom warns halfheartedly and slides a hand down Tord’s spine to rest on the small of his back. Tord shudders.
“I don’t give two shits,” Tord asserts, pushing himself up with new motivation until he’s straddling Tom and leading the other’s mouth to his with steady hands along his jaw. Tom’s pulse ricochets throughout his body, giving him life once again, as their mouths meet. Tom is sloppy, open mouthed and wet. He tastes delectable: like syrup and vodka and hangover, and Tord doesn’t think he’s tasted anything better among all human food he’s ever eaten. There’s an unholy quality about how he squeezes and massages Tord’s thighs, that makes Tord search for the cross necklace he always wears, and has him internally celebrating when he finds his neck is bare. Tord grunts into his mouth, if only to get Tom going a bit more, and that sweet scent overwhelms him enough to where he can taste a bit of underlying musk, unique in the back of his throat.
Tom jerks his hips up into a messy grind, and Tord can’t take it anymore.
He rips away from the kiss, trembling all over, and peels Tom’s boxers off down to his ankles. His cock is hard and flushed against his stomach, and Tord actually drools, before swallowing and looking at Tom, and is he a sight to behold. His lips are slightly swollen and red, chest heaving in a hypnotic pattern, black eyes boring into him with such an intensity it has Tord questioning if Tom’s thought about this exact scenario before. A protective, satisfied purr runs through him. He spits in his palm, gently grabbing Tom’s dick and stroking.
“No condom,” Tord orders, voice light. Tom can’t do anything but grunt and nod his head, holding back little noises that Tord somehow manages to hear anyway. Another wave of pride hits Tord. He’s making Tom feel good. Better than that dumb alcohol does, he’ll bet.
Somewhere along the line, the mesmerizing scene of Tom struggling to keep his pleasure contained becomes just a bit too repetitive, and Tord decides to take things to the next level. His hand tingles with absorbing power when he removes it, but he ignores it, opting to take off his own boxers instead.
“I need to feel you,” Tord basically begs, thought Tom hasn’t denied him anything yet, repositioning himself above the human and holding the base of his cock so it’s lined up with Tord’s (pre-prepped! benefits of being a sex demon)hole. “Please, Tomas. I need you so bad, I—“
“Shut up a minute,” he grits, fingers digging into Tord’s thighs, and he notices just how riled up Tom is. Tord bends down, ass still in the air, to bite along Tom’s collarbone while he calms down. Tom groans, hands pushing down at the other‘s hips, easing into friction.
Tord gives into the silent command, easing down onto the head, and— oh. Fuck.
A slow building fire rises from his core as he, for the first time, learns what it feels like to truly live. Slow licking flame teeters on the inside of his skin, so hot he’s afraid the sweat dripping down onto Tom’s ample chest from his hair is going to start to include necessary parts of him.
Tord is unable to control himself and, once his rim pops over the head, he slams himself down as hard as he can. Tom hisses, nails digging into Tord’s sides, and Tord is full. He’s so fucking full of Tom— Tom that saved him, Tom that showed him life, Tom, Tom, Tom— he doesn’t know what to do with himself. It feels better than anything he’s ever felt. His vision is blurry with tears, tears that Tom wipes away gingerly when they fall and his vision inevitably blanks. As Tord comes back to reality, body wracking and breaths stuttering out thinly veiled whimpers, Tom holds his face and mutters sweet things about him being good and beautiful and oh, so fucking perfect. And Tord believes him. Because Tom has given him so much already, why shouldn’t he? Why can’t he be good for Tom? Perfect, even?
“Tom,” he whines into his savior’s hands, and Tom shushes him. Tord shakes his head, sniffling. “Tom, you need to fuck me.”
“Alright, princess,” Tom agrees pliantly, sitting up and flipping Tord on his back in one motion. There’s the tiniest bit of friction, and Tord’s eyes roll back, unable to contain the noise that sneaks out of him. Tom smiles gently, then leans down to Tord’s ear, addicting warmth emanating off of his body that Tord clings to. “I’ll take care of you.”
Tom pulls out as far as he can, Tord following the movement desperate to keep his heat, before harshly thrusting back in. Tord’s breath is taken from him, and he almost screams, silences by the sudden fingers that make their way into his mouth. His eyes fill with tears once again, and he sobs around the fingers, sucking frantically. Tom coos, then thrusts out and in again, until Tord is making nonstop noise around his hand and he finds a rhythm.
Tom’s breath hitches in his ear while he’s being fucked dizzy. “So loud…” Tom snarks, and pushes his fingers further down Tord’s throat. Tord relaxes himself and takes it, because he understands now. This is his purpose, to be taken and molded into whatever Tom wants at the moment and has ever wanted, a selfish combination of service and need and sin. He suckles on the fingers, tongue lapping at them weakly until Tom is shuddering and groaning into his neck.
Tom is everything he’s ever needed, and Tord can only wish to be the same. It’s a wicked power imbalance, a mindfuck to a self proclaimed narcissist, one so potent it‘s changed his entire world view. He was made for someone else. He was created for a service he can only guess at, using clues and logic to bullshit his way to life, gaining power at someone else’s pleasure and convenience. He is Tom’s, completely and always, even years from now when they both will have moved on, Tom will be his first, and Tom will be his only.
Tom gives no warning before his hips stutter and he’s spilling hot ropes of cum inside of Tord. His body immediately soaks it up, sucks his cock dry, and as Tord’s veins surge with untapped power, he reaches the edge. His voice taps out almost immediately, hole milking Tom’s softening dick, as he spills over himself. It almost seems anticlimactic, but it’s also everything. The hot sensation in his belly, the satisfied purr of otherworldly senses, Tom’s glistening body collapsing over his own. Tom tries to pull out as Tord rides the aftershocks, but Tord whines rather loudly, pulling him back in, and he relents.
Tom says something about a shower, or a bath, but Tord isn’t listening. He knows he should be, but he’s so exhausted all of a sudden, he can barely keep his eyes open. Tom calls for him a few times before he blacks out.
He wakes up in a steaming hot bath, Tom holding him from behind and whispering sweet things into the nape of his neck.
Tord settles.